Thursday, November 20, 2008

Well let's see what happened last night/this morning. Hmm, went to phuture with Chong, Benny, Wen Yuan and Jeremy. Rather lucky that it rained cos that meant that people started to move away from the queue and so we were inside in no time! Haha. Nice rain, nice rain...

Met some of Jon's friends, who were more than willing to finish the whole bottle of 42 on their own. Haha. The night didn't start till it was like around 1am, which was good. Danced a bit here and there before moving to the other side to continue to drink. Wen Yuan kinda like er, KO-ed? Hence Benny took him out and had supper with him before sending him home. Wonder how he's doing now. Ha.

Met another group of Jon's friends, who are really good with their alcohol tolerance. Really good drinkers. Yupps. Which is good! cos that means more fun! Ha. Continued to drink at their table, which happened to be another bottle of 42. Oh my goodness, 2 bottles of 42 in 1 night. Haha. I swear that's not a very good combination. LOL!!

Continued to play till around 4am before heading home. KO-ed in the taxi, all the way till I reached home. Come to think of it, I'm surprised the uncle knew how to get here. Haha. This must mean that a lot of people take cab from that area to this place! Haha!! Oh wells.

Chong's having a hangover. I'm not surprised. Haha.

-js-

Sunday, October 26, 2008

I'll be flying in about 8 hour's time. Will be gone for quite some time, about 3 weeks.

Decided to just let things go, after asking mum and stuff. Talked to Da Jie, who happens to be my elder cousin. She's married, has kids and stuff. So she really did explain lots of things to me and made me think about it. And given Kor's experience, I think it can only be true.

So yea. That's about it. Kinda weird I guess.

Oh and anyway, if you guys need to contact me, just feel free to call or msg, I'll try my best to answer/reply. Yups! =)

-js-

Sunday, October 05, 2008

I want to leave this place, that so many people call "home"

Am pretty sick of all the treatment getting.

-js-

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Less than 30 mins into the new place, 45 Park Villas Terrace, or 45 PVT for short and I'm already showing signs of what to expect for the next few years living here. It took me less than say, 10 mins to get my butt on the floor of my bedroom on the 3rd floor, with a laptop on my less than satisfactory shaped legs. Haha. iTunes playing away, nice late morning sun, cool breeze and lots of good air, I can really get used to this kind of life.

With or without company, I guess I can pretty much be happy with where I am right now.

Don't expect anything from others. 'cos if you really love them, then don't give them a chance to let you feel abandoned. Let them go. Move.

-js-

Sunday, September 07, 2008

"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful, or conceited,
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offence,
It is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins,
Delights in the truth,
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
And to endure whatever comes." -- A Walk To Remember.

-js-

Saturday, September 06, 2008

It's kinda scary to see how quickly people move on in life, especially when it comes to things like relationships. It's no surprise why divorce rates are experiencing the bull-market syndrome.

I remember saying that dating a person's harder than striking 4D. It really isn't bullshit! But then of course, there're many reasons as to why a person wouldn't want to go out with you, or in this case, me. But you can't exactly blame them for not wanting to right? Well, I guess that's when you'll have to learn to take it and say, it's alright, not everyone's free enough for you. Ha. Sounds sad? Well, it really isn't, especially since it's been quite a long time already.

People have their own life.

Who do I want to be there for me when I'm down? Who can I count on? Vayl? She's busy enough with her A Levels, so please, nono. The guys? Haha. They're busy with their stuff too la. But I know they'll be there for me! Haha! Do I want that special someone to be there for me? Of course I do, just like everyone else. But the thing is, is it possible? I don't think so. It's not a matter of whether or not they're able to, it's a matter of whether or not they WANT to. And even if they want to, why do they want to do it? Sympathy? Please, f*** off if that's why you want to. The last thing I want is for people to be there for me because they think, "Aww, how sad. Let me be there for him." Call be an ass for being so troublesome or whatever, but I try to be there for people I care for because I value the relationship we share and not 'cos I think it's sad. As quoted, "Whatever, anything. If you say so then." Yes.

People should just tell others to not bother about them if they don't want to be bothered. And please, don't give answers like, "It's up to you." For goodness sake answer the bloody question and not answer that way. It doesn't solve things. Period.

Current state of mind - Error 2, therefore, the incoherence and harsh words

-js-
-js-

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Look at this face
I know the years are showin
Look at this life
I still dont know where its going

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

Look at these eyes
They never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

So many questions
Still left unanswered
So much
Ive never broken through

And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
The only truth I've ever known
Is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

I dont know much
But I know I love you
That may be
All I need to know

I dont know much
But I know I love you
That may be
All there is to know

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Just read the papers with regards to ragging getting a lil too sexual. I must admit that it did leave a lil lump in my throat. No, not that I was extremely sad about the moral values of youths these days, neither was is due to the love that I somehow, must have in me, deep deep deep down in my heart, for the country and thus feeling sultra depressed that youths these days no longer know the line for games and that they don't know how to "let the light pass through". Felt a lil something when I was reading it. I must say that I don't really want to know what happens during ragging but yet, in some secluded corner of my brain, the cells are constantly screaming for information about this very special form of introduction to uni life. No wonder they say that uni's hard! It's not difficult to understand why, given the type of games they play in the campus. It really isn't rocket science to figure out why NUS has so many exciting and juicy and also raunchy news popping out every once in a while, much to surprise of Jamie Yeo who thinks that it's just us Singaporeans making a mountain out of a mole-hole.

Yes no doubt we've over-reacted a lil. But then again, isn't that better than to see it as, "Oh, it's just another one of those passing phases in the youths' lives. No biggie." Utter rubbish! 21st century or not, the very fact that we're from the East means that we ought to have that lil trait that sets us apart from the West. It's tomfoolery to say that we should be more open minded and be like the West! Since when does being like the West equals being more open-minded? I guess Hollywood must be really glad that she has the whole world in her palm, controlling their every thoughts about life and how one should conduct himself. This moral degradation and mortification's remains all too clear to be seen. It's distressing.

I have no idea what you went through during ragging. Maybe you enjoyed it, maybe you didn't. Or maybe you didn't even participate in it. I'm not too sure. But regardless, it's a whole different thing being in uni and army, so much so that both will never be able to fully understand what the other goes through in both places. I guess that's why relationships die-off during this rather, turbulent period, well at least that's for the guys. Ha. It really isn't surprising to hear of friends getting attached just 3 weeks into the new school term. It really isn't. Afterall, it's uni.

-js-