Sunday, September 09, 2007

A'ights. Presentation's over. Not something I'll forward to again, cos sadly it was a lil boring. But I guess, I was there only for the prize.

Well, you can't expect tooooooooooo much la huh?But try to find positives from things and each day will get better! =)

I like this blogskin. At least better than the previous one. Yupps.

You can, and have already been my neverland.

-js-

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Well, on my way to that crazy and insane number of 1000. Yups! Almost half way there. Just got to keep going and not think of whether or not things will turn out fine. Just do it, and I guess that's all that matters. Doesn't really matter if people appreciate it or not cos I guess the most important thing's that you achieved what you wanted to achieve or do. So I guess it's not so much of whether or not you'll make things worse but more of whether or not you'll be able to say, "I have no quelms or regrets, cos at least I tried and did it."

But then again, I guess it's rather selfish to just do things without considering for people. That's why it may not be a very good thing at the end of the day, even if you argue that, "Well at least I tried!" cos your mere trying made someone feel really bad.

I guess it hurts quite a bit, not being able to be there for people, even though they keep saying don't worry or don't think that way or worst of all, you don't have to. Even though they might not mean it that way, but honestly, it does hurt when you're trying so hard to be there for people and caring for them and they tell you, please don't worry about them. It's like, a lil painful? I donno. Maybe that's just me. But that doesn't stop me from caring for certain people, does it? So well, I guess that's the way things go.

It hurts everytime. Every single time. But that's not a reason to give up! It doesn't hurt cos someone made me feel sad or whatsoever, but because you care for the person, that's why it hurts. But like I said, that's not a reason to let go cos letting go's going to hurt more than the hurt I felt. Anyway, this isn't supposed to be emo! Haha. So please don't misunderstand this post!! Haha.

So guys, please do know that someone out there cares for you, from the bottom of his/her heart. So =)

So the question is, do you care for someone, as though he/she's more important than you are? Go figure. I know I do.

-js-