Saturday, September 13, 2008

Less than 30 mins into the new place, 45 Park Villas Terrace, or 45 PVT for short and I'm already showing signs of what to expect for the next few years living here. It took me less than say, 10 mins to get my butt on the floor of my bedroom on the 3rd floor, with a laptop on my less than satisfactory shaped legs. Haha. iTunes playing away, nice late morning sun, cool breeze and lots of good air, I can really get used to this kind of life.

With or without company, I guess I can pretty much be happy with where I am right now.

Don't expect anything from others. 'cos if you really love them, then don't give them a chance to let you feel abandoned. Let them go. Move.

-js-

Sunday, September 07, 2008

"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful, or conceited,
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offence,
It is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins,
Delights in the truth,
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
And to endure whatever comes." -- A Walk To Remember.

-js-

Saturday, September 06, 2008

It's kinda scary to see how quickly people move on in life, especially when it comes to things like relationships. It's no surprise why divorce rates are experiencing the bull-market syndrome.

I remember saying that dating a person's harder than striking 4D. It really isn't bullshit! But then of course, there're many reasons as to why a person wouldn't want to go out with you, or in this case, me. But you can't exactly blame them for not wanting to right? Well, I guess that's when you'll have to learn to take it and say, it's alright, not everyone's free enough for you. Ha. Sounds sad? Well, it really isn't, especially since it's been quite a long time already.

People have their own life.

Who do I want to be there for me when I'm down? Who can I count on? Vayl? She's busy enough with her A Levels, so please, nono. The guys? Haha. They're busy with their stuff too la. But I know they'll be there for me! Haha! Do I want that special someone to be there for me? Of course I do, just like everyone else. But the thing is, is it possible? I don't think so. It's not a matter of whether or not they're able to, it's a matter of whether or not they WANT to. And even if they want to, why do they want to do it? Sympathy? Please, f*** off if that's why you want to. The last thing I want is for people to be there for me because they think, "Aww, how sad. Let me be there for him." Call be an ass for being so troublesome or whatever, but I try to be there for people I care for because I value the relationship we share and not 'cos I think it's sad. As quoted, "Whatever, anything. If you say so then." Yes.

People should just tell others to not bother about them if they don't want to be bothered. And please, don't give answers like, "It's up to you." For goodness sake answer the bloody question and not answer that way. It doesn't solve things. Period.

Current state of mind - Error 2, therefore, the incoherence and harsh words

-js-
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