Sunday, July 31, 2005

The start of augest signifies the start of a hell of a journey....no more happy hours, no more lag times, no more copying of homework...all for the same reason...cuz e darn prelims are coming! available at a school near you..=p
Liane-jie was like telling me hci accepts all e way to 8 pts...hmm....if that's true then maybe, just maybe i may by some fluke luck get into it..lol...but like wad bee was teling...haiyoh...nj oso can la...lol....so now it seems like erm....hmm....i'll pia for hci...den we'll see how things go...till now, i've only failed in one thing which i planned to achieve...e rest of the things are usually attained if i set my sights on it..=)
anyway, im goin' to ask miss ong if there's any way i can get into sss...cuz i need to start studying!lol....something which i haven been doing...lol...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

currently updating from the chalet's internet kiosk...haha...my brother's erm...surprise birthday celebration...haha...juz had my bath...lol...darn refreshed.haha...but the room is like a kampong...no power point!!argh!!haha...nvm..lol...there goes my mp3...haha...heck...haha...hmm..will update soon..haha...

Thursday, July 28, 2005

im addicted to bsb...lol...backstreet boys...haha...darn nice sia their songs..whoots!!=)currently looking for more of their songs...haha...so if anyone of you happen to have their songs feel free to share with me alright?=) please?haha...thanks...njco concert tomorrow...all the best ppl..=)

and ppl......TAG!!lol....thanks

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

sianzation.....llm coming to class tmr...kaoz.....1hr and 15 mins!whoots!so short!haha...darn bored now...tmr still got ting xie....argh....den friday still got nj concert....haha....wish me luck in trying to stay alive for e week....lol....all help will be greatly appreciated....lol....

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

ripped this off a website..lol...thought e song's nice..=)
http://backstreetboys.donthum.com/incompletelyrics.html

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I cant find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody’s guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
Im awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete argh...still suffering from a nose that refuses to stop running and blowing its top....bleargh....feeling super lethargic...argh.....don feel like going to school these few days...so darn sian...if not for church mates and friends and some other reasons..i wldnt even want to crawl to school...who cares about school wok when e education system is a flop...bleargh...not that i can do better....but...ah....singapore's education system needs some fine tuning, people....fancy learning about physics when u wldnt even need it in e later part of your life unless u decide to major in physics and do something associated with it...who even bothers if e mass multiplied by e acceleration would give u e force?lol....ever seen a person taking out his calculator and some blank paper to calculate e force when he's on e road?lol.....really feel that students should have e right to choose wad subs they wanna take as early as sec1..serious!nvm...we'll see how things turn out...starting to loathe physics....particularly because of the department...lol...heck la...quote from my brother, former rv-ian, "Tell your friends who wish to become engineers that they are gonna have a shit time in e uni....cause your maths and physics are getting easier and less is taught..."so i said, "aiyah...confirm not my problem...lol...cause i wont be in that line!LOL..." den he said, "haiyah!of cause u wont have anything to do with it la!"
haha.....see? even my kor noes i have nothing to do with physics.....lol......




"if i had a choice, i wld choose to not to go in different directions. i wld choose to not even walk that path but another one dat has no split roads with you instead."

Monday, July 25, 2005

im down with some sickness....bleargh....flu plus slight fever plus slight madness over math...haha...siao liao la...today's a weird day...had a VISITOR for physics...who else? den that stall 7 aunty was...haha.....siao eh...said something which made us all laugh till peng...haha....i very hungry....need to go makan if not later gastric le...

sometimes we've juz gotta learn to live with wad e heart wants and wad e brain wants...even if both are contridictory...=)

Saturday, July 23, 2005

had tuition from 12 to 5 today...time was well spent i suppose....at least i finally know how to do relative velocity...lol....met ignatius and mengren on the way back...
den i did something rather foolish but meaningful...i traced my steps back to the past...
i practically walked from je interchange all e way to the place...as i walked and walked, i got nearer and nearer to the place...was listening to Mr Lonely...thought it made sense...e song i mean...den i walked to e lift...my heart was pounding...but she din appear....so i walked home...all over again...traced back my steps...=)
back to the past?only in memories...=)
unless of course...a miracle happens...but we all know, miracles do happen....so i never will noe..till then, its another story...=)

Friday, July 22, 2005

if its within my powers, i'll make u the happiest girl ever
if its within my powers, i'll make u not cry anymore
if its within my powers, i'll make u smile just like before
if its within my powers, i'll make u not worry again
if its within my powers, i'll make time stop and bring it back to 6th of March
if its within my powers, i'll make this day cease to exist
if its within my powers, i'll make these problems disappear because it caused enough problems
if its within my powers, i'll make myself know what's going on

But of course, none of the above are within my powers
All i can do is, to pray for you
i'll pray, 'cause its within my powers.

Monday, July 18, 2005

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痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

how true...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

my 120th post shall be one of e last....cuz i need to start to mug and study hard if i am to get wad i want...HCI...that's wad im gunning for...i muz and i want to get into HCI...juz u wait and see...i'll show u that you can be my goal....HCI is what i want....only prob is e least i can get is 7...not a 6...darn...

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

i drank in bid to forget my problems and you....

i guess it failed......

thank You God for it...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

today's a great day...firstly our english lesson was crap...LOL.....as in real talking crap....haha...mdm mak rocks sia....hahaa......loved her stories...haha...den had chinese which was rather good! we had presentation and it all turned out well.....well done guys..=) den went to jp to buy wallet...lol....et was like my fashion advisor.....haha....not bad...so bought one new wallet le...lol....

Monday, July 11, 2005

oh gosh....i cut my hair.....LOL.....dere goes e loooooooong fringe....argh.......nvm.....will keep it after o levels.....lol.....

to seah: don worry la?things will get better..=)

to mei: don worry too much too hor...=) kor luvs ya..

Sunday, July 10, 2005

hmm....CO sucks...relax!dat din come from my pint sized brain...quoted it from friendster..hmm..i wonder..if u dislike a cca so much den WHY ON EARTH DID U JOIN IT IN E FIRST PLACE?haiyoh...people's lack of intellegence sometimes makes me wanna laugh...i came up with such a theory...it takes a more foolish person to join a foolish cca or company or wad-so-ever cuz e person can't even tell that e group is a flop!=)
food for thought?

Saturday, July 09, 2005

im here to update...hmm

thursday marked the end of my legacy....not only mine...but oso other sec4s' legacy..hmm...we shall all stay in each other's minds...cuz we know dat it is God's wish for us all to be together...=) luv co to bits...thanks CO...
thank you too...=) for u have done a great job in leading us all..=)

friday....erm...don really remember any good stuff...so erm...heck

sat...SKIP!

so i go bathe le....lol...be back later..=)

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

haizz....co yesterday wad erm....bad..as qouted from eunice...went around asking nj seniors to describe our performence in less then 2 words..response...
1. Hong Wei, "not bad.................................................."
2. Wilson, "Not bad..............................."
3. Eunice, "BAD!"

so it sums it up..it really was bad...argh...my fault too la...din really put in much effort on stage...hmm..so lets do better tomorrow k?=) co all e way...=)

Sunday, July 03, 2005

if she would ask, "dare no te wo tori?"




i'll reply, "anata no te wo tori......."


girl......i want to hold ur hand....=) anata no te wo tori...i hope this day will come

Friday, July 01, 2005

im updating finally....lol......okay....got kb-ed regarding my hair 3 times this week....lol.....tuesday ms wan....huang lao shi la....wednesday.....MY FORM TEACHER!WHOOTS!thursday...MY FORM TEACHER AGAIN!lol.....tt sums up my week....lol....