Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Included some new songs to my iPod. Very nice ones I have to say. =) I really love ballads and sad songs. They are just so nice to listen to. Haha.

"sometimes the only person on earth you want to be with is the person you can never be with"

CO is getting better!! Yea! Haha. Very happy that our concert may be a success. Haha. But I'm sure we'll do out very best to make it a success. Haha. Calling everyone, please come for our concert!! It's 4th June 5.30pm at Victoria Concert Hall. =) Tickets are priced at $12 and $15. I'll be performing! Haha. So please do come alright? Thanks.

"loving someone means getting jealous over small things that you hear or read about her life, altough you know you have to let her go"

Although CO practise is tough and tiring and very stressful but with the people and friends in CO, how can it ever be too stressful to attend? =) People like Weilin (!!) and Calvin (LOL!!) and PeiQian (Lagger!!) and the 3 Beauties and of course XianYue and the usual Kiang and Darrell are responsible for making CO practises more enjoyable and entertaining. Haha!!

"You're so near, so easy to talk to but yet, so impossible to approach 'cos of the fact that I cannon bring myself to talk to you."

A few more days to concert!! Let's push on!! AD2 and AA5 people!! PLEASE come for ACCO concert!!! Haha..Thanks!!

-js-

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Unicode for the following.

爱的绝对

天暗了，月光照耀着。
我的心，却依然透彻。
忘了自己多么迷恋，
只知道对你的思念。
你却是那么的遥远，
使我无法 再见你多一面。

我是多么希望 你能给我一个机会，
让你成为一个被爱的女人。
我是多么渴望 你能了解爱的绝对，
只求你别对我那么残狠，
因为我只想让你知道，
我爱的，只有你一个人。

黑暗中，你成了我的曙光。
环绕着，让我感觉你存在。
但为何你让我觉得彷徨，
让我觉得，我们之间不可能有爱的存在。
能不能不只是朋友，
而是一生一世情人。

我是多么希望 你能给我一个机会，
让你成为一个被爱的女人。
我是多么渴望 你能了解爱的绝对，
只求你别对我那么残狠，
因为我只想让你知道，
我爱的，只有你一个人。

(Oh baby,)
你曾经把我爱的给磨灭，
使我的心却在此被撕裂。
我要的只是你的爱，
这一点，难道你还不明白？

我是多么希望 你能给我一个机会，
让你成为一个被爱的女人。
我是多么渴望 你能了解爱的绝对，
只求你别对我那么残狠，
因为我只想让你知道，
我爱的，只有你一个人。

只有你，才会让我深爱。
我要的，只是你的爱戴你明白，
爱的绝对。

Some random thoughts and just decided to put them all into verses while trying to make them look/sound like a song. Had some images in mind while writting it. Slowly guess who the person is. Guess it really needs some editting. Anyone free to help me with it? Thanks.

-js- Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. At the end tag at least 5 people.

1.darrell
2.lerxian
3.weikiang
4.ignatius
5.chun wee
6.fungmin
7.jiahui
8.xuankai
9.joshua
10.lijia
11.valerie
12.yanfong
13.xiangwei
14.aaron
15.laysze
16.liane
17.wentong
18.yuqian
19.amanda
20.shuwei

1.How did you meet 14?- when both of us had ting xie remedial for failing it..lol..

2.What would you do if you've never met 1?- i wouldn't have known how to play dota and cs

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?- HAHA!!! shuwei will kill me and joshua will have to dump his brunei girlfriend..lol..

4. Did you ever like 19?- like as in a friend..=P

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?- my gosh..the world wld be screwed up..lol..

6. Describe 3.- lagger..lol..

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?- very. =)

8. Tell me something about 7.- he's cool he's cute he's the man. 'nuf said.

9. Do you know any of 12's family?- nopes.

10. What's 8's favourite?- singing out of tune with 7.

11. what would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?- i'll slap myself to make sure it's true that someone as attractive as her is doing something like that.. lol..

12. What language(s) does 15 speak?-- english, chinese, japanese, hokkien and the list goes on..

13. Who is 9 going out with?- BRUNEI GIRLFRIEND!!

14. How old is 16 now?- 17 going on 18

15. When was the last time you talked to 13?- when we were at darrell's place watching soccer a few weeks ago..

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?- a lot..haha..

17. Would you ever date 4?- holy..i'm not gay..haha..

18. Would you ever date 7?- OF COURSE!!

19. Is 15 single?- i think so..right?

20. What's 10's last name?- zeng.

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?- wooo..most probably i guess? that's if we even have the chance..=)

22. What school does 3 go to?- ACJC!! haha..

23. Where does 6 live?- jurong..we are all jurong kias..

24. What's fav thing about 5?- singing!! =D

people to tag: val, pearlyn, et, laysze, aaron. =)

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I'm so freaking pissed off right now. Of all people to pass that comment, it had to be someone whom I regarded as one of my buddies. Fine. I've been proven wrong. Maybe he ain't as nice as he seemed afterall. I mean, come on, we all have to start from somewhere right? It's not as if I asked to be bad at games, like Dota. I mean, fine I admit that I ain't good at the game. But at the very least I'm willing to try and help right? Not as if I'm not doing anything. He may say that what I did was equals to nothing, but at the very least I tried right?

"you don't suddenly know how to use a character overnight suddenly. so stop thinking about experimenting. a result of 1 10 doesn't show you know how to use it."

Fine. I know and everyone knows that a 1 10 score ain't nothing to be proud of. But hello, remember the first time you used a new character? I don't see how you can be good at something if you have not tried it before. I know you are good at the game and even the character. But can you at least have half the decency and half the brain to at least acknowledge that someone here is trying his very best to not die? When was the last time you even admitted you made a mistake when playing the game may I ask? I don't see how when you were playing it for the first time you did not make one single mistake. At least Darrell knew that he was harsh and said sorry for 2 days in a row. But you? Forget it.

I'm so freaking pissed right now. I need my organ and my nice food to cool me down. So much for being a buddy. Thanks man. It's be great pleasure of mine to be associated with you.

-js-

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Life's pretty interesting these few days. Had lots of exciting CO practises. Haha. Had loads of fun with YanRong. Super funny I tell you. Haha. We talked about super rubbish stuff. Haha. Calvin, as usual, was my main target. Haha. He's a nice guy! =)

The guys are coming over my place tomorrow night!! Alright!! Another stayover! =) Going for NJCO concert tomorrow and also AJCO concert on Friday. Sounds fun! =D

Story of a name, gone with the history, like the memories of that lil boy...

-js-

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sighs. Why must I always do things without putting enough thoughts into it? It seems like I'm going to make things fail again. Much as I want to think through things before making a decision on things, it seems that I always fall short of it. Was on the phone last night and found out that I should have actually thought of the problems harder before saying I want to commit into it. Crap.

Why is it that one can never feel hyper when out with me? I wonder.

-js-

Monday, May 01, 2006

Had breakfast with my family at DragonGate this morning. It's a dim sum restaurant and naturally, we ate and ate and ate till we couldn't eat no more. LOL!! Had lots of fun eating and talking nonsense with my family. On the way there, we went past Carribean. Felta lil weird and stuff.

Went window shopping with dad as my brother sent my mum home. Kept walking and felt tired due to the heavy brunch. Ended up sleeping the moment I reached home. Haha. Not good. LOL!!

-js-

call as as soon as you see this alright? i replied to it but till now i haven't heard from you. i'm not sure how long i can go not hearing from you. should i even call you? 'cos i don't want you to feel as if i'm pressing the issue.