Tuesday, November 28, 2006

These days haven't been productive at all. It all boils down to attitude and also laziness. Wait. What attitude do I have when all I do at home includes playing computer games and listening to whatever music that comes out from the hi-fi in the bedroom? Nothing much really. Oh yea. Maybe, just maybe if you include trying to kill a certain mosquitoe in the room, then maybe these days have been rather productive. Oh my gosh. My life seems to be a bore. One wonders why. Sighs. It's okay. Another few more days and things won't be so bad anymore! Yea. But then again, am I really sure it will be better? Not really sure eh?

Been having CO for the past few days. It's starting to take its toil on me. CO doesn't seem to be the same anymore. No more RVCO stuff. Oh come on, you've graduated already. Maybe that's what they call bonds. Gone are the days where I get to hear 6 basses play together. Gone are the days where I get to hear 8 suonas playing. Gone are the days, where I get to hear 20 xianyue people playing together. Oh my. Let's just move on. Shall we?

It's been a slow week. Time seems to pass by really slowly. 10 to 10. Get it? Wonder how's saint doing now. Hope Saint's doing well. =)

Hugging pooh. Cool stuff. Seems to be the only consolation eh?

-js-

Thursday, November 23, 2006

It's been a weird day today. Gym session was cancelled at the last moment. Sighs. Nevermind, I'll just have to do cardio tomorrow.

Well, any idea how 1 word or 1 alphabet changes everything? I suppose every single lil detail's important. Yea. So lil time, so much to do. Crap. Things ain't really going the way they should be. Argh crap. Nevermind.

I'll just look forward to this Saturday. I'll buy my stuff.

-js-

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Started the day with a hearty breakfast today. Haha. It's been a long time since I last had a decent breakfast that would satisfy me. One wonders why eh? Haha. Had 3 eggs altogether! Oh my gosh. I was trying to stock up protein. Haha.

I decided that today's the day to start to work out. Decided to meet XiangWei at 1130 at Jurong East this morning to make our way down to school. Met him, chatted with him and basically did all the rubbish stuff on the train like trying to imitate certain people. Haha.

Well, we gymed for about 45 mins. Didn't really concentrate on one body part but instead tried to do 3 sets per machine. Didn't really push myself all the way. Hmm. I suppose I will have to work even harder on Thursday. Yups. It's all in the bid to get myself fitter and also to make myself look better. LOL! Hey, what's wrong with trying to look better? It adds to something called confidence okay? Haha. Yea. You'd feel better when you walk on the streets as well. Well, at least that's for me. Yea.

-js-

Monday, November 20, 2006

Well, I'm back from CCAAB camp. At least I'm back in one piece. Well, I suppose the entire camp's rather interesting 'cos of all the people. We kinda like got pumped and punished for practically everything. Haha. Yea. Kinda sad eh? But I suppose it's so as to let us know how lax we actually are. Hmm. Unworthy leaders I suppose? But now, we know what's expected of us and how we are suppose to do things. Yea.

Lil saint insists that she's a lil saint goddess. Like, r-i-g-h-t. Haha. =P

-js-

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I'll be away from Wednesday till Sunday for CCAAB camp. So I won't be able to reply you guys on MSN and stuff.

Meanwhile, please take care of yourself guys. For those who are going overseas, all the best! =)
And to that lil saint out there, please please please please please take care of yourself and don't get yourself upset k?

Till next time, cya guys! Hope I return in one piece..

-js-

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I guess today was rather well spent, apart from the times I got so frustrated and irritated with myself that I nearly pulled my hair out. So, in a bid to calm myself down, I decided to play the organ! Yups! It's been a long time since I last did that to calm myself down. Decided to play 童话. Finished the first part of it before it changes into another key. Rather pleased with myself I have to say! But my fingers got all cramped up and tired after that. Price to pay for nice songs I suppose.

It's when certain people start to occupy themselves, resulting in them not being able to keep in contact with you that you find that they don't really have much an impact afterall. But then again, who's to say that the absence won't make one think more about the existing issue? It's all bottled-up. Stifled. Sometimes all we wish for is to have someone to pop up on MSN and ask, "Hey, how's everything?" That's all. Well, not all the time. But you know, when things don't go right and when the whole seems like it's against you.

Much as people do come and comfort you when you need it, it might not always work. Well, I suppose it's because it ain't the right person? I mean, Mum and Dad are perfect for the job but then again, it takes that special someone to come by and just simple ask, "hey, how's everything?" Much as it seems general by asking everything, it's better than not asking at all I suppose?

We all have different goals in life. Some people want to get their first million by 25, while some wants to get married by 23 and have kids by 25. For me, well. I just want to live my life unlike how I lived the first 16 years. Seriously, this year seems rather meaningful to me. Well, maybe not fully but at least comparitively, it's better off than the previous few.

But at times it seems that one should not just go about doing what he likes. Afterall, we do have to think about the consequences. Not only how good things would turn out if we were to take the chance but also how things will turn bad. Much as you have lots of things to say to someone don't do it. Not because it's going to be real bad. But 'cos of the fact that you're going to lose more than you're able to gain potentially. If it's possible, keep it to yourself.

Any idea why Coke bottles are so tightly screwed and sealed? 'cos it's to prevent all that sweet stuff from exploding from the bottle even before the person's ready to consume it all. But won't it expire? Yes it will. But even if it expires, it's just going to turn sour. That's alll. And the Coke bottle will just be left there on the shelf, with the person deciding to pick another bottle of Coke. That's life. Coke-bottled.

-js-

Monday, November 06, 2006

风，不停的吹着。

但，它永远也不会向我吹着。

两千五百万年后的今天，

会是什么样子？

你，会像在我梦里一样，

说，一声，"yes."吗？

风，依然吹着。

而我，也一直走着。

孤单的走着，

迎风走着。

-js-

Saturday, November 04, 2006

I'm feeling kinda vexed and frustrated now. So yea, don't blame me for whacking you or slamming you or slating you alright? Sorry dudes. Just saying sorry just in case. But I'll try to control. =)

Life's been kinda boring for the past few days. Nothing much happened. Apart from the fact that I had to sit in the badminton hall for 3 hours for that A level Chinese paper, life's been pretty sad. Well, maybe if you include looking forward to having longer hair fun, then I suppose my life has been rather sad. And I do mean sad.

I've been watching DVDs for the past few days and that's about all. Everything's been bottled up. Now that sucks. Coke-bottled. That's how I'd like to put it. Sheesh. =/

-js-