Monday, May 30, 2005

as in..darn full....hahaa....very full...back from food fest....den bought lots of stuff for dinner...hahaha....very full.....now listening to zhang yu's cd again..hahaa......zhang yu is so darn cool....he writes his own tunes lor!!!!!kaoz.....darn zai....and all his songs like got link to me...LOL...bhb....a bit la....=)

Saturday, May 28, 2005

lotsa things happened over tis few days...firstly..i received my report book...not e best of results though...but..at least there's some improvements.....which i presume is e only good thing that can come from my results...hmm....stopped home tuition cuz of some reasons....oh ya...the biggest news in e soccer world now!! Liverpool won e Champion's League!!HAHA...who's having e last laugh now huh?=D erm..officially joined e happy hour club...haha...happy hour venue?JEC....hahaa....good stuff...did a couple of sessions of k-box with my classmates...was rather fun i guess..apart from e fact that i can't ususally hear myself cuz of screamings..hahaa.....oh ya...found her blog...whoots....bought zhang yu's cd...triple whoots!!juz luv him...hahaa...saw some uber cute girls at JEC while happy houring with et and quan...hahaa..nearly....was 0.0001% close to getting one of their numbers....hahaa....started out wif a dare...but den i hum...hahaa....good stuff.....so i decided to walk back.....haaa....who cares?im happy juz to be taking sneak peeks and 1 min glances at her....=D
anyways....im happy to have frenz like ppl of 4K..hahaa....still remember e days where i din like 3K and neither did they liked me...hahaa....but as we bonded as a class and grew together...identifying common targets for attitude...eg Irene Lim..haaha...we started to see the good in each other...and i guess we all matured and got along with each other....so much so that now we feel that we are a class...and we all work hard together..=) months have past and brains matured....its really God's wish for us to all come together and help one another...=) i luv it...Praise God for wad He's doing...will miss the days of happy hour and doing stupid stuffs together..hahaa...when we won e dance competition last year....all these memories will follow me...we proved to e school that we ain't a bunch of rubbish....=) heyy guys...guess wad....we are e class that improved the most!!!hahaa...except for chinese la...LOL....come on guys...im sure if we can do well for math...i don't see why we can't prove our teachers wrong by haveing 100% passes for HCL!!right?i juz luv 4K...hahaa....esp e people in there...hahaa...who cares wad ppl say about us...we know we are good...that's e most important thing....=)
i luv 4K and there's nothing u can do about that....=)

Thursday, May 26, 2005

I love You God...=) *hugx*


























i miss you min..im trying to snap out of it..but it seems...i can't.....maybe its cuz i haven been saying my prayers for you to leave my mind...but....pardon me guys...sometimes i really wish that i rather not say the prayers...cuz i juz don wanna forget ya.....












Well guys.....all e best to everyone out there....and lastly...i juz wanna say....I LOVE MY GOD CUZ HE'S JUZ SO AWESOME! =D

Sunday, May 22, 2005

im back.....seems like days seems i last updated...LOL.....heck.....playing FM with heng now....hahaa..darn fun.....one super attack e other super defensive....haha.....=)L1R5 24....bleargh....disgusting.....hahaa....nvm.....work harder can le...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

whoohoo....juz got back from e movies...watched kingdom of heaven with et des and aaron..lol...chao cool i tell ya....but a bit bloody....that's y its nc-16 ya??haha....i hum diao at some parts....haha....movie was like 2.5 hours....haha....damn nice....very cool ending...lol....muz watch sia!!!!LOL.....

Monday, May 16, 2005

wad a day i guess...first i din really do that bad for my chinese...though it ain't e best...but still...ok la....not too bad....at least got a b4....though it sucked....bleargh......can't believe chinese can get b4..pui....haha...compo competition wasn't that bad....juz that i spent e first 5 mins writing a poem to put in e story..haha....not bad ah?my own sia!!hahaa....den also receive some shocking news about some people....haha...though not really new news la.....knew about it like erm...donno when le....juz that nalan ask me....hahahaha.....haiyoh....i already say le....sc is internal like siao eh...almost like incensed sia.....hahaa...quote nalan..."when graduate, muz write suggestions....muz put...if want to catch bgr muz catch sc first"HAHAHAHA........spot on sia....luv that line.....=D

Sunday, May 15, 2005

thanks for everything guys....=) really glad to know of friends like u all.....yay.....anyway..happy birthday bena..=) hope u liked e celebration....happy 14 and may ya have many more of such birthdays...going for organ lesson later...bleargh.....nvm...at least i enjoy..=) playing tango pieces make me high..haha...donno why....really like tango music...really very nice....love e dance even more...been years since i last danced tango or any other ballroom dances...lol....don think i can even remember e steps..haha....wait....i never learnt to dance a complete dance before!hahaa....

Friday, May 13, 2005

its all fated..im tired..very very very tired...i donno wad to say or wad to do...i think i should juz give up...i want to...but people are telling me not to...im confused..i donno wad to do..should i juz give up?or should i juz push on?

Thursday, May 12, 2005

bad..very bad...flopped e math and chem....sianz....e math 58/80 nia....sianz.....chem...larggy worse...58%........wad de......donno wad to say.......
*get well soon dear..miss ya lots mei...=)*

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

exams are over...yays...erm...went suntec with xyz sec4'05 today....had fun..haha...though bee got pissed...sry ya?den they came to my place to sing and play mahjong...haha....den now i typing this entry...don wanna go school tomorrow leh...very sianz...still muz stay for donno wad talk...kaoz.....den still go buy present...haha....no more le.....

Monday, May 09, 2005

ok.
im not dear ol' jackson, but his nice mei pearLYN. lols.
kay, just trying complain about him here. hahaas

kayy, first off,
hes been very nice, extremely helpful.
typical boy who doesnt likes pink. and been everything a perfect kor is.
NOTE THE IRONY.

hahaa.
ok, enough of crap.
cause hes telling me to hurry up. lol
basically, hes been very nice (ok, this is true) and caring.
and actually i pity him for having such a obnoxious mei. (hahaa. x))
his personality rocks. he is always there when you are feeling down. yeps.
but when he is down, just makes everyone worries la. lol. [chill kaays?]
k...pity his ears though..lol.
cause ive been screaming into the phone for like so many times. lol.

ya..hes a damn nice kor. rocks! (: hahaas
being very ironical here ehhs?
and thanks to him for all the crash courses and tuitions ive been recieving. hahaas..

kor, u rock!! : D

Saturday, May 07, 2005

im currently typing this entry with half a dead mind with half a sober mind...juz downed 2 cans of beer...head going to burst...siao la...getting lousy....2 cans only also cannot tahan...sianz...was drinking and thinking about stuff....sianz....donno why i juz can't put her out of my mind....seems to me hor....my every entry also got her de leh!!wah piangz....but i don mind thinking about her..=) eh...suddenly thought of doing more chinese stuff..haha.... ( view->encoding->unicode)

雪夜

秋花雪月落满夜
君独外出踏雪步
冻馁冻伤心未冻
痛心伤感爱莫亡

独君思

西湖岸访柳树垂
君独思索饮千杯
婆娑起舞是柳枝
热泪盈眶君心曳

森敏已了

森中仍无声一丝
敏情却已化成梦
已见敏情投向他
了了爱情早已了

泪海

秋雨绵绵阴情缺
爱莫能助君悲痛
潇潇雨泻热泪流
但愿泪海能化愁

Friday, May 06, 2005

hmm....today's a bad day.....argh......first was physics....haiz...next.....den went to far east flora to get flowers...den go there den know if want to buy hand bouquet is need to go e thomson there to buy...lol....so i went there lor..den bought...den it rained.....trapped...can't go home...sianz....so waited and waited and talked to an old woman.....haha.....den saw taxi.....went home..now typing..sianz.....dedicated song to her on 933 last night....donno whether she heard it or not..nvm...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

yoyoyo people....here's an update of my exams..haha..
firstly..chinese and english...need i say more????huh??lol
lit/hist.siao liao la.....hist...can b4 i laugh liao la!!!lol...lit....siao....
chemistry...erm...ok la...not too bad...still can la..erm....b4 maybe?lol....
that's about all....haha.....

Monday, May 02, 2005

had a msn conversation with e sick lijia last night...sick as in under e weather...haha...yeah..nv had i expressed and felt so much regret...haiz...really regret my actions...argh...should have found out e entire truth before jumping to conclusions..honestly...why should she reassure me?that's one thing that can be analysised...but..e egoistic me said..no....she's wrong..im right...dumb..down right stupid...argh.....i really regret sia....siao liao la..argh...wad should i do???
argh...think better leave it after mid-yrs..if not later she get affected den i die...=p we'll c how things go.....
(sometimes i wonder if u really read my blog...)

Sunday, May 01, 2005

haiyoh people...i don't go church doesnt mean i don't want to go church leh!!can't go and don't wanna go got difference leh!!can't go means want to go but cannot go cuz of other reasons...don't wanna go means can go but is ownself don't wanna go!!im e "can't go" de!!!haiyoh...i know u all scared i stray...but..really...i know i won't stray..i juz know it...sry la..but..sometimes..it does get on my nerves that u all keep telling me don't stray...but..i know u all care that's why u all keep reminding me not to stray..and for that...im glad...thanks people...seriously..i won't stray...i will go when i can de....i donno when..but i noe it will be soon..so juz wait...it will happen de...=)
thanks pearl, xianyu and others...thanks...