Tuesday, May 29, 2007

It seriously is retarded when almost every conversation ends with us having to avoid certain topics and say next or stop. Not that you're retarded but it's just very pissing off to see you having to handle it all. Maybe it's 'cos I'm part of the reason that's why it's so hard to even explain. Whatever the issue, it's just like that.



I think I should disappear from MSN too, just so that I don't piss you off even more. Period.



Oh yea, I'm in PES A. How's that for trying to get out of it. Wow.



-js-

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Had one of the most memorable nights just 12 hours ago. It was nice, or interesting, or boring, however you choose to see it. But I know it was nice. To put it mildly it was, nice. One of the best 2 hours I could ever ask for. Not to forget there were fireworks! =)

I guess it was really a walk to remember for quite some time.

-js-

Friday, May 25, 2007

He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said,
There's someone you should meet.
At a crowded restaurant way cross town,
He waited impatiently.
When she walked in,
Their eyes met,
And they both stared.
And right there and then,
Everyone else disappeared, but,

One boy,
One girl.
Two hearts beating wildly,
To put it mildly it was love at first sight.
He smiled,
She smiled.
And they knew right away,
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world,
Revolved around one boy,
And one girl.

In no time at all,
They were standing there,
In the front of a little church.
Among their friends and family,
Repeating those sacred words.
The preacher said,
Son kiss your bride.
And he raised her veil.
Like the night they met,
Time just stood still, for,

One boy,
One girl.
Two hearts beating wildly,
To put it mildly it was love at first sight.
He smiled,
She smiled.
And they knew right away,
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world,
Revolved around one boy,
And one girl.

He was holdin her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned,
Congratulation, twins.

One boy,
One girl.
Two hearts beating wildly,
To put it mildly it was love at first sight.
He smiled,
She smiled.
And they knew right away,
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world,
Revolved around one boy,
And one girl.

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Yups. One of the best songs I've heard in a long time. =)

I guess I tend to forget how people would feel when I'm talking to them. Guess that's something I have to work on. But, I didn't mean to cause any sadness or whatsoever.

If it's meant to be, it will be, even after leaving it as it is for a moment. And I will remember what you said today. It was enough to make my day. Really. Thanks.

-js-

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Firstly, good job Ronnie. You did well! Now for the last day. C'mon!

Secondly, c'mon ACCO. 16 days to enCOre. You guys can do it again.

Thirdly, C'mon Liverpool.

Lastly, C'mon boy. You're strong than all this shit. I know you can get your butt out of it all. Stop making people worried 'cos they care, too much. Go, you imbecile turd! C'mon! Drown yourself in Milo and starve yourself to death using chupa chups!

-End of Part I-

1 liner answers that seems disinterested. Whatever. Tired. Tired of it all, same as everyone.

-js-

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Friday, May 18, 2007

Well, everything's sorted out and yea, everything's fine right now. I guess it's only through such problems that friends become better friends and that people understand people better eh? Yea.

Well, I'm happy. Pokka! =)

-js-

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Well, I guess there are certain things in life that are indeed rather hard to swallow. People need their own space and all that shit but I suppose sometimes it's just hard to take la huh? Not that we should be allowed to control people's lives but then again, it's just that some things seem to affect us more than other minute stuff does.

Aiyah I should just shoot myself in the head la. Just like how I feel like shooting some people in the head. Reuben was saying how he should be allowed to bring a chopper to school to just chop people who are just plain irritating and deserve to die. Haha. Sounds like a good idea, given how things are going. Yea. Sometimes I just feel like slapping you in the face for all that shit that you give. Not like you don't want to do it. But I just can't be bothered with you. I offer you friendship and trust and this is what you give in return then I see no reason to not wanting to just wrench your head off your neck.

I feel like letting things slide and just move on in life but it just pisses me off damn bad la. It's like people just can't seem to be themselves when we're all bumming around together. And you just have to be everywhere we decide to bum to. Not that you can't choose where you wanna bum around and that I really have to control over who you choose to bum with but yea la. It just pisses me off la. Aiyah like I said, I should just shoot myself in the head. I'm just being jealous. Haha. Yea. Think I got that right. Yups.

-js-

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Met new people today. I supposed it kinda changed my perspective of things. Really felt that life's just so short and how everything's just so unimportant. The only thing that's real is music. Music is the only thing that makes people love and like. Passion for music's not possible without love. But love can only be expressed through Music. Yes. Music that personifies love. How nice right? Then again, it's only a theory.

Someone asked, "如果她不喜欢你，你会不会继续喜欢她?" Well my answer to that was, "We'll see." I kinda learnt that there ain't such a thing as forever. Forever exists only when people enjoy what's going on and only at that very moment. I suppose Cal's experience taught me to not promise people I'd like someone forever. Ruth's experience taught me that anything can happen, even though you feel confident about things and more importantly, never ever promise.

It's kinda rubbish. Yea. Random rubbish. Too full to drink. So I shall not drink for the week 'cos I think it's time to not drink. Yea. Say goodbye to Carlsberg, Hi to Coke! Haha. =D

-js-

Monday, May 14, 2007

盲目的乐观不是不好，只是有点傻。
盲目的快乐不是不对，只是有点假。
盲目的喜欢不是不能，只是有点烦。
盲目的关心不是不该，只是有点累。

这两天所发生的一切让我彻底的了解自己。我还真是发现原来自己并没有自己所想像一样的坚强、勇敢。但至少自己还蛮幸运的，有一群好朋友，无时无刻都在鼓励自己要振作。

都说了，喜欢一个人就要大声说出来，但有时会伤了两人之间的友谊。

喜欢人不是不对，只是有时不应该那么直接吧。不怕自己会尴尬，只怕别人会不知所措。

我真的已经好多了。相信我吧。

-js-

Sunday, May 13, 2007

他们说喜欢一个人就要大声说出来。但往往都是少了那一份勇气而不敢说。又或者是怕两人的友情会受影响而不说，结果伤害了更多人。忌妒能使人失去理智，我想我也快疯了。

-js-

Thursday, May 10, 2007

ACCO SYF 2007 - GOLD =)

That says it all. Thanks guys for working together. All the emotional outbursts and conflicts, together with all the nice days and nice music, we finally did it. Haha. I can't tell you guys how proud I am of it and it really has been my honour to lead or attempt to lead you guys. I know I piss people off quite badly at times but it's all 'cos I wanna get the Gold and hope you guys can get it too. So yea. Thanks for enduring.

Orchestra number 1, Anglo-Chinese Junior College, Gold. =)

Thanks people.

Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you Zhonghu - Kelly and Alyssa for calming me down and believing in me.

Thank you Cello/Bass - Thanks for staying back to get bar 11 right.

Thank you Xianyue - Thanks for doing what you guys have to do and for producing nice music.

Thank you Calvin - Thanks for trusting me with stuff and for getting me to stay strong.

Thank you Daji - Thanks for being united and pulling through.

Thank you Guanyue - Thanks for working hard to get your pitching right.

Thank you Tanbo - Thanks for working hard to get all your parts right even though most of you are newlearners.

Thank you teachers - Thank you all for your dedication and passion for it all. More importantly, thank you Miss Too, for making me feel very much better. Thanks for really understanding what I was going through and your talk that really made me feel alive again.

Thank you - Really wanna thank you for working so darn hard for the section. Guess it kinda made you all tired and stressed and everything. Puffy eyes and all. Really sorry for making you worry and stuff during that period. Thanks for really believing and asking me to keep faith and all. Thanks. You've been an excellent friend.

Thank you ACCO - Yups. Thanks. I guess it says it all. =)

May 10th, 2007. A day that belongs to the whole of ACCO.

-js-