Sunday, April 30, 2006

Just got back home from Darrell's place. Spent the night at his house watching soccer and playing DOTA. Haha. Had gym session in the morning at his condo before going to CO. Wasn't very pleased with how things were during CO. Nevermind. We headed back to his place after CO, with the pleasure of getting sent there by Weikiang's dad. Haha.

Played DOTA with Clarence while waiting for the rest to turn up. Haha. 1v1 match, where I lost honourably to him with a score of 0-4. Haha. And I lasted 35 minutes!! Haha. The others started to turn up soon after our match. Haha. Had dinner before watching Chelsea kick the butts out of Manchester United. Haha. Thoroughly enjoyed the match, even though I don't like Chelsea one bit. Haha. Watched Liverpool play against Villa after that. Again, a great performence and a wonderful match to watch.

To Val: I'm sorry for not being to give you your stuff.

-js-

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Life is as good as it gets. Much as we whine about it, I'm sure it ain't that bad. I'm sure you life is better than those, whose life doesn't lie in their hands.

Had a wonderful time at CO today. Haha. Must be because of people like Calvin and Weilin. LOL!! Oh my gosh, they are just so crappy. Haha. =) kudos to them making my day a wonderful one!! =D Anyway, to YanRong: Hop you don't get mad at me cracking that joke eh? =/

Marcus is coming back on THURSDAY!! YAY!! I'm so going to stay in school and watch the entire match with him and the rest of AD2!! YAY!!

I'm feeling rather "emo" now. Not sure why either. Hmms. It seems like even though I feel my life's complete, I still feel that I'm missing something, or should I say someone. I'm not sure but it sure takes some guts for a guy to change his entire blog to fit his current feelings. Crap.

To Hannah: I hope you'll be happier. =)

-js-

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Now kids, let me tell you something that I found out today. Never ever play Dota when you have a History test the next day ok? LOL!! Yups. You've guessed it. My history test was a disaster. Oh my gosh. Haha. Kinda like, didn't really write what I wantd to write? Nevermind.

Its been a long time since I last updated. The past week has been rather eventful, if not excellent. =) Got to know more people better. Interected with them a lil more often than before. So yea, opened up some hearts and talked to them. Been enjoying CO these days. Not sure why, but it seems that Orchestra practise is more interesting and less erm, irritating? Haha. Yea.

Been gossiping A LOT with people these days. Haha. Oh my gosh. How unbecoming. LOL!! Heard that Hannah's sick. Hmms. Take care alright? =) Let's see. Erm, can't really think of anymore things to say. Haha. It's kinda like stuck in one corner of my head and can't really remember what to write. Sighs. Nevermind.

Oh ya! I passed my first Economics test! Haha. 10/20!! =D Haha. By a stroke of luck I happened to achieve this amazing feat. Whoots! Haha.

Visiting CO tomorrow. Haha. Now that LCY's gone, it's kinda weird going back to see the section. Not sure why either. Guess we only know true feelings when things end yea? =)

-js-

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Been a while since I last updated. Life hasn't changed much I suppose. Apart from the never ceasing to exist pile of homework that I have, there haven't seem to be any other thing that's worth mentioning about. Oh my gosh. My life is starting to dwindle away. NOOO!!! I need a life and I want my life!! And no, it isn't the type of life that I've been using to taunt Hannah and Sara with. Haha. For those who don't know, whenever I'm in my whacky and love-horn mode aka mad mode, Hannah and Sara would ask me to get a life. That's when I answer, "You are my life. That's why I'm trying to get you." Haha. That's when everyone starts to either try to get me to stop or that they applaud the wicked sense of humour or pick-up line or whatever you call it. Haha.

Oh oh oh!! I need to say this!! Sara was awesome today!!! Like totally!! Haha!! Serious!! She was just, "OH MY GOSH!!" Haha. Heard lots of people commenting about her, like how the MRC guys suddenly stood up to watch Sara dance. Or like how Joshua was watching Sara dance!! Haha. Oh man. She's good! Way to go Sara! =)

It's them, that I'm able to open up and talk to them with no regards or whatsoever. Seriously, there are the kind of people whom I'm really used to talking to. Sitting with people like Hannah, Julianne, HuiXian, Sara, Pearleen, Joshua, Darrell and many others, would very easily make ones day. That's the difference!! Them! Or is it me? Haha.

I'm so tired. There's the Chinese News Reading Competition tomorrow that I so very dread. Why? 'cause it's the first time I have no confidence in myself over a competition. Sighs. Why? I have always felt confident it was a speech competition. Oh. It's not a speech competition tomorrow. Haha. No wonder I'm scared of it. Haha. And to top it all, I don't have 100% confidence in winning.

I need more confidence!! I need it!! Crap.

-js-

Saturday, April 08, 2006

How many times over that phone call, had I wanted to tell you how I feel.
How many times over that phone call, had I wanted to tell you things that I didn't dare say.
How many times over that phone call, I smiled and laughed like never before.
How many times over that phone call, I felt happy and saw that 1 chance.
But it had to come crumbling down.
All thanks to that conversation, I was brought back to ground zero.
For the first time ever, I sweared over the phone to a girl.
Didn't expect myself to do that.
The mood changed.
The voice changed.
But do you care?
Apparently not.

-js-

Monday, April 03, 2006

Oh my gosh. I just received my first History tutorial question today. Handed it in last week. I failed the tutorial! o.O 7.5 upon 25!! ARGH!! What's that?! Was thinking if it's upon 15. LOL!! Nevermind, I shall work harder and score better grades!! Haha.

My eye's like kinda red now. Don't know why. Couldn't really sleep last night. My mind was rather flustered and full of thoughts. Hmms. Haven't had such a bad night for a long time. Sighs. Why like that?! Sheesh.

"I can't take it no more. I don't know how long can I go on like that, waiting for something that doesn't seem to come."

-js-

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Just came back from Darrell's birthday celebration. Went out with Darrell, Chee Hung, Jireh, Ignatius, Yan Fong, Maw Cherng, Wei Kiang, Alex and Kenneth. Haha. We played soccer in the morning before having lunch at the ice skating rink. Haha. Very interesting way of having lunch. Had a chat with Chee Hung and found out some stuff. Sighs. We'll talk about that later. Played LAN after that before heading down to City Hall for some shopping. Haha. Helped Darrell search for a bag. Not bad eh? But we had to endure Alex's cock during dinner and shopping. Haha. We nearly died because of it. LOL!!

Val messaged me on the way. I called her immediately after seeing her message la!! Grr. Haha. Naughty lil girl.

Super tired now. There's organ lesson tomorrow!! Argh. Sianified. Sighs.



"How is it possible that I'm angry? Well maybe I am. But that's only 'cos I'm angry with myself. You won' understand. Maybe you aren't even affected by it in the first place, let alone be afraid that I'm angry or what-so-ever."

-js-

Saturday, April 01, 2006

I miss you. Period.

-js-