Saturday, March 29, 2008

Just got back from school. It was great to see some people again, especially Ganaesh. Yups. Had a nice talk with him on the way home from school. Did lots of stupid things again in school which were really funny. I guess we'll only be 19 once. Yups. So might as well do things that we know will stay in our heads for a long time. If not now, when? I donno. That's me.

Organ Exams. Oh wells. Not too bad la. Haha. Let's skip.

Ate lots of brownies. Had lots of fun talking and joking. Met Si'en! Haha. *beams* She's still as Si'en as ever. Haha. A bit hard to explain. Had lots of fun talking to her. Yups.

Oh wells. Nothing much for dinner. Nothing much to add, apart from the fact that I'll be teaching tomorrow! Haha. Oh wells. Afternoon lesson. Shoots.

I'm tired, yet, a lil hesistant to rest. You know what I need. =)

-js-

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Counting down to the Organ Exams. Ain't exactly going very well now. Shoots. Oh great.

Got another job as a tuition teacher. Haha. Oh goodness. Talk about shock of the century.

It's been rather, I donno, normal, to say the least. Well, that's to put it nicely of course. But hey! it could have been worse right? So yups!

Can't wait for uni. Like, really. I'm not sure why, but I just can't wait. I'd say, let's skip the entire period from 2008 to 2010!! Haha. Oh gosh. Oh wells! =)

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LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

They're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
Such certainty is more beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.

Since they'd never met before, they're sure
that there'd been nothing between them.
But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways--
perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?

I want to ask them
if they don't remember--
a moment face to facein some revolving door?
perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd?
a curt "wrong number"caught in the receiver?--
but I know the answer.
No, they don't remember.

They'd be amazed to hear
that Chance has been toying with them
now for years.

Not quite ready yet
to become their Destiny,
it pushed them close, drove them apart,
it barred their path,
stifling a laugh,
and then leaped aside.

There were signs and signals,
even if they couldn't read them yet.
Perhaps three years ago
or just last Tuesdaya certain leaf fluttered
from one shoulder to another?
Something was dropped and then picked up.
Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished
into childhood's thicket?
There were doorknobs and doorbells
where one touch had covered another
beforehand.
Suitcases checked and standing side by side.
One night. perhaps, the same dream,
grown hazy by morning.

Every beginning
is only a sequel, after all,
and the book of events
is always open halfway through.

Wislawa Szymborska. It's sweet, isn't it? For you.

-js-

Friday, March 21, 2008

Haha, alrights! I guess that says a lot? Haha, unnecessary then! =)

I guess it all depends on what people want from their relationships with others? I'm not too sure but at least that's how I see relationships with people. I think it's better to expect things from people cos at least that shows you want to have a better relationship with the person? I donno. But yup! To say that one doesn't want to have or expect anything from someone might suggest that the person does not matter as much as he or she thinks. Haha. I donno.

Enlighten me then! Haha. =)

Ironic eh? Oh wells, I've been warned, haven't I?

-js-

Sunday, March 16, 2008

I just realised that, some things don't really become irrelevant just because it happened a long time ago. Some things stay with you for life.

My applications just hit a wall. NUS applications seem rather hmm, hard. I donno. Maybe I'm not destined for Uni admissions.

Sometimes all I need's just company, don't really need to say anything. Perhaps even that's a lil too much to ask for.

-js-

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Aftermath of results? Mixed. Not sure how to describe, just yea, like that. Life's been up and down for quite some time? Rather good, considering how it can be worse.

Been watching Ellen and Tyra. Haha. I'm a whore when it comes to such shows. Oh, add in a lil Oliver and there you go, happy me. Haha. Sounds like a retarded bimbo. But I've just got to admit it, I do have a soft spot for such shows. Oh well.

Wala tomorrow. =)

-js-

Monday, March 03, 2008

"It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all."

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I guess I've to agree with it. I can only move on, can't I? (",)

It's the experience that counts, not the ending. But then again, how many times have we heard of this phrase and feel that it really is true? Beats me.

I know I loved. Did you?

-js-