Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Well, I guess this will be last post before I enter NS and serve this nation. Wow. I'm all excited. Haha. Not really sure what's it going to be like but I guess I'll just try my very best? I'm not sure 'cos somehow or rather I'm a lil apprehensive. Not really sure if I should be happy that it's tomorrow or sad that it's so soon.

Won't know what's it like out there cos I'll be stuck on that lil island called Tekong. Be safe. Eat well, drink more. Sleep well. Hope you sleep well every night. No more insects in your room please.

I still remember when I said this, "Eh next time I see you I pass you a ticket so that you can come send me off k?" And the reply? "Still so far away. We won't know what's going to happen by then lor." I guess you're right and that says it all.

Regrets aplenty. But, isn't it all too late? Nothing much we can do about it, apart from moving on with life and try to put things right, right? I donno.

-js-

Thursday, April 03, 2008

I guess, I just want to put as many wrongs right and spend some quality time with people who really matter.

We can only do so much and the rest, is up to the person. I've come to learn that we shouldn't really expect too much from people. But the irony lies in that we expect the most, from the people whom we're most concerned over. I'm not sure why. But yea, we just have to learn to let them have their own lives too? I donno. Possible?

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I leave it to you to decide. Yup.

Anyway, can Liane and Vayl msg me when you see this? Thanks. 2 people who're really important to me. Yups. One's my closest senior since many years while the other's my closest female friend. Kudos. =)

-js-

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

It's my 400th post. Seems rather unbelievable. I can't believe this blog here witnessed the events that I've been through over the last 3 years at least. Time flies, doesn't it?

I always thought it's smart to not go back the other way regardless of what happens. They always say, we should just move and look forward to things. But now, I've come to realise that, it's better to go back the other way and just make a U-turn if we need to. There really isn't any point in going straight down the road, 'cos you know that you've left something undone. But then again, are we brave enough to say, "Let's get this thing done well before going on."? 'cos most of the time we're only interested in what's ahead.

Slow down a lil. Really. There're much better things in life than whatever we're doing right now, regardless. We all want to be sure of the outcome before committing ourselves into it. But, who knows, it would have been too late or that things are no longer the same, when we're finally sure of what we want.

It's no wonder I prefer to follow my heart. =) Emotional? Or just, faithful follower of the soul? Up to you to decide.

-js-