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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Been through quite a bit of stuff. Guess the entire episode made me realise that I lost quite a bit of things.

Was going through the things that I've lost. I found out that I lost my ability to rattle things of with confidence. Was going through what happened back in RV when I participated in the Chinese Speaking competition. I guess, I'm no longer as confident. I'm not sure why. I guess this entire episode made me less confident of myself. Not sure why either. Maybe that person's right,
I really don't understand, even though I say I do. I guess only I know. But wait, even I don't know.

I've lost quite a bit of things. I've lost faith in lots of stuff. I've lost the courage to do or say things. I've lost my motivation. I've lost my goal. I've lost myself.

I'm lost.

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