Saturday, December 16, 2006

The following's a pretty vulgar entry. It happens to also be the the last entry before I fly off and be back on the 24th. So yea. Here goes.

Guess it's true that we try not to let the people we care for feel awkward and also not put them in a difficult position. But then again, I'm pretty sure she's trying her best not to get those hints. My gosh. Sounds as though I know her inside out.

Does it really mean that things will be better when we're older? And that it's best to leave such things till when we're older? Well, I guess it all boils down to how you handle it. But it's really fucking hard to stay positive when you get such messages across.

It's damn fucking retarded when the person tells you exactly what you don't want to hear. Oh fuck. I so wanted to just tell her that what's going on. Oh fuck.

Let this holiday be a breather then. Get away from school work, get away from CO and more importantly get away from all the retarded problems. Fuck off problems!

Fuck relationships. Big time.

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I'll be back on the 24th. Till then, take care people. And have fun for the last day of CO for 2006!!Haha. Cya guys. <3

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