Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I guess today was rather well spent, apart from the times I got so frustrated and irritated with myself that I nearly pulled my hair out. So, in a bid to calm myself down, I decided to play the organ! Yups! It's been a long time since I last did that to calm myself down. Decided to play 童话. Finished the first part of it before it changes into another key. Rather pleased with myself I have to say! But my fingers got all cramped up and tired after that. Price to pay for nice songs I suppose.

It's when certain people start to occupy themselves, resulting in them not being able to keep in contact with you that you find that they don't really have much an impact afterall. But then again, who's to say that the absence won't make one think more about the existing issue? It's all bottled-up. Stifled. Sometimes all we wish for is to have someone to pop up on MSN and ask, "Hey, how's everything?" That's all. Well, not all the time. But you know, when things don't go right and when the whole seems like it's against you.

Much as people do come and comfort you when you need it, it might not always work. Well, I suppose it's because it ain't the right person? I mean, Mum and Dad are perfect for the job but then again, it takes that special someone to come by and just simple ask, "hey, how's everything?" Much as it seems general by asking everything, it's better than not asking at all I suppose?

We all have different goals in life. Some people want to get their first million by 25, while some wants to get married by 23 and have kids by 25. For me, well. I just want to live my life unlike how I lived the first 16 years. Seriously, this year seems rather meaningful to me. Well, maybe not fully but at least comparitively, it's better off than the previous few.

But at times it seems that one should not just go about doing what he likes. Afterall, we do have to think about the consequences. Not only how good things would turn out if we were to take the chance but also how things will turn bad. Much as you have lots of things to say to someone don't do it. Not because it's going to be real bad. But 'cos of the fact that you're going to lose more than you're able to gain potentially. If it's possible, keep it to yourself.

Any idea why Coke bottles are so tightly screwed and sealed? 'cos it's to prevent all that sweet stuff from exploding from the bottle even before the person's ready to consume it all. But won't it expire? Yes it will. But even if it expires, it's just going to turn sour. That's alll. And the Coke bottle will just be left there on the shelf, with the person deciding to pick another bottle of Coke. That's life. Coke-bottled.

-js-