Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Oh my gosh. Promos will commence in about 48 hours or less. Oh dear oh dear oh dear. Let's just say I have a feeling that I'm going to just be able to scrape through. Ouch.

I can't wait for AC games and also for some PEA to be back! =P Imma looking forward to a number of things after promos. Well, the biggest thing would be the taiwan trip! Haha. Can't wait for that one. But before I embark on my food tour, I've to get my Promos over and done with, not to mention PW. Argh. Crap.

You should just sack yourself! I've gone mad.

-js-

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Oh well, life still goes on eh? It's kinda hard to sit and wait for someting not knowing how it's going to turn out. Oh sheesh. How uplifting.

I'm so tired. Been feeling rather tired these days. Not sure why either. It's either 'cos I've been slacking so much that it's getting a lil tiring to slack, or that it's because I'm feeling stressed that Promos are coming soon. Gosh, the anguish. Crap.

I can't wait for the weekends to arrive. I need a break, soon!

-js-

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Well, 1 week left before it's the dreaded promos. Gosh. I seriously feel I'm going to burst anytime. Not because I'm feeling stressed or what-so-ever. But it's because I'm not in the mood to study and it's killing me!! Argh. I really need more motivation and pay more attention to my work. But the thought of doing Econs kills all my mood to study. I feel super dumb during Econs tutorial 'cos I have no idea what's going on. I feel super dumb during Lit tutorials 'cos I have no idea how those freaks come up with such points that would have taken me a zillion years to come up with. Oh crap. Let's just hope moderation saves my butt.

I think I seriously need to study in school. 'cos I just wasted one entire Sunday doing nothing apart from 1 pathetic International History tutorial. Oh crap. I'm so going to study in school tomorrow. -.-"

I just feel the need to get things off my chest. But then again, like what Sam-jie said, "Control." Yea. It's hard though. But I have to. Hmms. Sighs. ("?

-js-

Monday, September 11, 2006

Seems like I'm in the mood to do math now. It's become an obssesion. Oh my gosh. It's been a long time since I last felt like that. Guess the last time it happened to me was during that period of time when I was preparing for the O levels. I must get that love for doing math back. And it better be soon. Haha. Jerome's getting better at math! Now we can do math together!! Haha.

"我很想爱她
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂"
Very meaningful lyrics from one of my favourite Chinese songs. =) Changed it a lil though. =P

-js-

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Life is full of regrets. But then again, we won't know what would have happen instead. Life is full of choices. We all have to make a choice between living for a purpose, or finding a purpose to live for. Choices. Ahh. How simple, yet profound. Yea.

It's amazing how you, can speak right to my heart.
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark.

Nice lyrics eh? It's one of the most beautiful lyrics I have ever read. Ah. It seems like emo songs all have one theme in common. That is they revolve round making people sad and touching them personally. Ouch. Sighs. Nevermind.

Fly.

Time to concentrate on promos and stop thinking about stuff.

-js-

Friday, September 08, 2006

It's almost time, it's nearing soon.
How I grief, how I
laugh
It had to be, it had to come.
Not that I could prevent, not that I could hide.
That facade of mine, that facade of mine.
The voice breaks, the sound remains.
Floating, abyss.
Fly, be gone,
away.
What should I do, what do I do?
Fate, lead on. Path,
carries on.
Alone? Alone.
Not by chance, not by
fate.
By guts, by thought.
Chance, fate. Will it?
Almost.

-js-

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Well well, I've been to schol for 4 days in a row. How's that for telling me it's the September Holidays huh? Thanks alot MOE! =)

Econs was a bummer today. Realised that I need to know A LOT more. Ouch. *heartbreaks* Haha.

Haven't been myself lately. Not sure why either. Feeling pretty restless too. Sighs. Promos are coming and here I am, blogging away about how my holidays are being wasted. Haha. What an ironic situation. Hmms.

Oh ya!! I've a big announcement to make. I CAN DO PULL-UPS NOW!! Haha!! Yea! Seems like I can do at least 4 now. Whoots! Proud of myself!! Haha. All thanks to Chien Chi's training and assists. Whoots! =D You guys won't know how much it means to me to be able to pull myself up. Haha. Yea. Now I don't have to drool at people doing pull-ups, 'cause I can do it too!! =)

Haven't had the courage to ask her out yet. Hmms. Well, we'll see how things happen. ("?

-js-

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Just came back from soccer with some RV people. Quite fun I must say. Scored 2 goals today but fluffed an open shot after a great pass from a Saints number 12. Haha. Oops.

Super tired now. Waiting for mum to be back before we head to Jurong Point for dinner. And what will we be having? Subway! Haha. My mum was saying how we should go eat bread tonight. Haha. Whoots!

Everyone loves for a reason. Only family loves for the reason. Hmm. Food for thought. =/

-js-