Saturday, August 26, 2006
I just attended Cassie's birthday party. It was rather alright but ever since I reached home, things haven't been good.I can't get to sleep.
Not because I'm thinking of stuff that happened during the party but because of the fact that I keep seeing things whenever I close my eyes. I felt very pressurized initially, feeling that the world was pressing on me. Now, I feel like whatever I do, there is 2.5 times worth of feedback that I have to receive. Can't understand? Okay, it's like, having to be under something that is 2 and a half times heavier than you. It's really very hard to explain. I woke up about 10 mins ago, panting and mumbling 2.5 2.5 2.5. I was panting and sweating and trying to get a hold of my sanity. It's driving my crazy. I cannot sleep and I cannot rest. I'm really very tired mentally. Help.
My brother's asleep already. I have nobody to turn to. I need help. I really need help. Somebody, anybody. I just need help.
-js-
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