Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Life is super weird. One moment you are super happy 'cos a small lil incident made you happy and excited like a lil boy being offered sweets but then the next moment you feel all sad and depressed cos you know things won't turn out the way you want it to. And it all happened within 3 hours. How interesting. Though we know things won't happen the way we want it to turn out but we still harbour hopes of it coming true. Much as we know that things have zero chance of becoming reality, we still try our very best and hope that things will become what we hope. Then again, the higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment. And the more you think of it, the more you want it to happen. And then the more you want it to happen the more you realise that it won't exactly happen. And from there, you start to feel depressed and sad 'cos you don't get to achieve what you want and what you so wish you can have.

I guess at the end of the day we have to do some reality check. It will really help you in knowing yourself and also what you can actually achieve in reality. Instead of dwelling on why things ain't turning out the way you want it to be, reality checking will actually help you realise that you ain't actually ready for it. Either 'cos we ain't really ready or simply 'cos we just ain't the type that others like. That's what I call reality check.

I shall really go train and beef up this time. 'cos I really need it.

-js-