Sunday, February 12, 2006
Devastating. Utterly disappointing. I guess it all boils down to not working hard enough for what I really wanted. Played too much, too hard. I can only hope that I get to stay on, 'cause I really don't want to leave. Sighs. But I guess it ain't up to me now. I can only do what I have to do and can do and the rest as they say, is not within my control. The ball is in my court for now and it is up to me to utilise it. I have until Wednesday. Let's just hope I can stay on, 'cause 1AD2 really is enjoyable and so is ACJC.--------------------
I don't even know what I'm doing or what I want. Why on earth am I still holding on? Slap myself and get out of it man! You have more important things to do. Snap out of it young man. Don't do things that you'll regret doing.
-js-
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