Thursday, December 15, 2005
Today's a boring day. Firstly my dad pangseh me by not taking leave. Haha. We were supposed to watch Pride and Prejudice today. Nevermind. Work's more important. So yea, I'm cool with it.Today marks the first day I've to learn to live without her. Hmm. Very weird feeling all of a sudden. Not sure why either. I think it's just a habit that whenever I wake up there'll be a message ready for me to reply. There wasn't one today. There hasn't been one the whole day. I think I was a little harsh by saying it straight, " Get out of my life." Hmm. Nothing much I can do now. Said it, did it. Too late for regrets. I reviewed all the messages from last night. Found out lots of stuff when I read it through again. The thing that keeps knocking me in the head is that on earth did she want to get into one when she could have told me how she was feeling at that time? To prevent me from getting hurt? I don't know. Only she knows.
Alright. I'm really feeling bored. Bored till my hair's going to turn black on its own. Haha. Help.
Should I take up the Starhub Roadshow job? Hmm. $30 per person. No basic pay. Haha. My goodness. Should I?
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