Sunday, October 09, 2005

Oh drats, I've just wasted 1 and a half days away to useless lazings. Help!! No!! Jacque shall not be defeated! Jacque shall not succumb to the temptations. I shall go bathe and then do my work diligently! I shall prove to some people that I'm not one who would give up without putting up a fight. Yes, I shall do that.
Ok, I shall do my english comprehension and compositions before attempting to do my Mathematics homework. Notice how I'm trying to type in standard English? Haha. I shall be a good boy from now on and complete as much homework as I'm able to. Oooo. It feels good to be a good boy. Haha.
I sinned today. The very sin that I've been trying to not commit all these years. Ah, my faith is being weakened by the ever so detestable Devil. But I know, with constant prayers and readings of the Bible, I will be able to not fall into temptation.
Just finished reading Tianyong's entry. It made me feel so ashamed of myself and so unworthy of God's love. God's love IS real and IS undying. Quote from Ps Andrew, " You will start to drift farther if you are absent from church for a long time." I did not believe his words initially but after reading Tianyong's entry, I'm really convinced about driftings.
Its getting a little late. Jacque shall sign off and go bathe before doing his work.