Saturday, October 29, 2005

Had an argument with her today. I admit I was acting like a jerk, or should I say, was a jerk. Sighs. Luckily I was sane enough to admit it was my fault. I really cannot imagine not admitting it was my fault. I guess this incident will let us know how important we are to each other. It's not how big or how small the argument is. It's whether or not one admits he's in the wrong. Food for thought.
I'm only done with 3 out of 4 books for HCL. Sighs. I guess I will need to burn the midnight oil tonight as I aim to finish HCL by tonight. And not to forget there's a Liverpool match tonight! Oh no, this is really bad. Haha.
All the best people.=)

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

The talk regarding choosing Lit with the sec2s went rather well. Juliza, Elaine and I went to help out and gave our personal experience. I must say the sec2s are a bunch of lovable people. Haha. Really very cute to certain extent. And thank you Mavis but I'm pretty sure I'm not a girl. Haha.
Chemistry practical was a little easy. Too easy to be true in fact. Not that I did very well or superbly well, it's just that it was rather easy or should I say relatively easy compared to last year's paper or the prelim paper. Well, I know I answered one question wrongly. Sighs. It's ok. It's only one question.
Physics practical tomorrow. And what am I doing now? I'm lagging away. Haha. How nice. What a way to prepare myself for the final exam of the year.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Great. The O levels are going to start in 2 days time. How nice eh? Oh yea, I'm loving it. Haha.
It was my granddad's 72nd (if I'm not wrong) birthday yesterday. Almost the entire family came over to my place for the celebration. Apparently, my granddad was so happy that he drank about 1 bottle of red wine. Haha. I had a cup too. I was talking to my favourite Aunt (4th Aunt) when he came over and asked I'm drinking Ribena or wine. Haha. I laughed and he took a sniff at the wine. He gave the funny face and said Ribena! LOL. I nearly died of laughing. He turned to my Aunt and said, "My son all very GOOD!" Haha. Yes!SON! Haha. My Aunt corrected by asking, "Son or Grandson? Mabok already la!" Haha. We all laughed. "Grandson!Good ah! *gives the thumbs up*" Haha. I love my granddad. He rocks my world upside down and inside out. Haha.
I was waiting for reply the entire evening. Felt really down because of the long time needed for the reply. Apparently the phone was at home, resulting in a no reply. Haha.
Rainie's songs are out of this world!! Haha. By the way, I was talking about Yang Cheng Lin. Haha. She's good! Haha.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Well, apparently I've made my mind up and decided to choose AJC for PAE. I really wish I can get into the school. Tingwei commented that I should appeal for NJ. Hmm. I'm not sure about that. My score's like 10 after bonus? Not really a good idea. I guess I'll just stick to AJ. Don't get me wrong. I like AJ. However, that little voice in me tells me that I'd rather get into NJ.
I don't think so. I'd rather be in AJ. All the best to me. =)

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

My life as an RV-ian has officially ended. However, the RV spirit will live on forever. The finally words of the school song really made me think. I was filled with emotions, whilst singing the school song. I cannot believe that 4 years past just like that.
Grad Day went on rather smoothly I guess. Not much of a problem. Other than the coincidence of sitting plan, nothing much's worth mentioning.
Took lots of pictures with 4K and also 2L boys. We are going in different ways now but I know we will never lose contact with one another.
All the best people! =)

Monday, October 17, 2005

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming

That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you

We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels as I wish I'd never found you
Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming

That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming

That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming

That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

Friday, October 14, 2005

I just finished watching Initial D. Apparantly, the cd was borrowed from ET. Haha. I really cannot believe that I actually sat there for almost 2 hours! Oh my gosh. My eyelids feel so very heavy. It feels as though they might close anytime. Haha. I feel so tired now. Someone help me, save me or anything. Just don't let me fall asleep now.
I'm so happy. The reason behind it being me able to spend some quality time with my classmates on the last day of school. Its a little sad that we have to part. However, I'm sure non of us will forget one another. Three cheers for 4K! Haha. We had bowling at CDANS after school today. Wasn't very on form. In fact, I wasn't at all on form. Never mind. I shall improve next time.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way?
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

Well I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You're the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

Now it's hard for me
When my heart's still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me
And it's harmony Girl what you do to me is everything
Let me say anything just to get you back again
Why can't we just try?

I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You're the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

What if I was good to you?
What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise? What if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you?

I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You're the one who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely any more

Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh

I don't wanna be lonely any more
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna be lonely any more

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Looking back at the last 3 years, I realised that I have actually learnt many valuable lessons. From the times in 1L to the current class of 4K. Each class was in fact a transition. Life in RV was in fact very tough, especially in 1L. Haha. Come to think of it, it was in fact rather interesting(contradiction?). Clash of ideas and alter-egos adds and what-have-you-nots.
In a blink of an eye, my chapter in RV is coming to a close. I started out with Opendiary, I ended with Blogspot. The friends that I made during these few years will be my closest friends. They are the ones who shared both happy and sad moments with me.
As we enter the last phase of our RV life, I hope and pray that we will be together in future. I hope that we will not forget each other. God bless all of you, my friends.
Let's not allow hatred get into the way of making friends. Amendments can be made.
Confirmation was made today. Thank you for that greeting. Although it was brief, it was enough to make my day. At least I know that I have not lost a friend. Notice how I'm eating my own words? Remember how I said that we can never be friends? I guess we can. I'm sorry for all that happened.
Let bygones be bygones shall we?

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Today happens to be a wonderful day. Well, not exactly very wonderful but nonetheless meaningful. I was suppose to get my SIM card fixed at Westmall. Hence, I went there with the accompany of Weiquan. Well, apparently, the registered user has to be there before I can change the card. Feeling rather down, I decided to join the 4J boys for a movie. Weiquan decided to go home first, sadly. Hence I rushed to the top level of Westmall to look for them. Thankfully I was on time. Jiahui was buying the tickets. Hence we happily entered the cinema and took our seats. We watched the movie Goal!. I have to admit really, that it was an excellent show. Santiago Munez was the main character. I really admire his soccer skills. In fact, he's so good that it's a little unbelievable. Haha. Anyway, I'm calling Jiahui Boss from now onwards. Haha.
We decided to buy a soccer ball and play at the near-by Street Soccer Court after the movie. Boss paid for it. Haha. Thanks Boss!
I really enjoyed the company of these people. Its God's will that I'm able to meet this group of wonderful people. God bless them. Xiangwei was mad during the game. Haha. He volleyed the ball more than once. Guess where it ended up in? His own goal. Haha. I was stunned because I thought that I saved the shot, only for him to blast it in. We were all laughing. I guess its was indeed very amusing to see Xiangwei do it. Darrell was on hot form, too! He saved about more than 10 shots from XuanKai and Jiahui and Kaidi. Oh my gosh, that fella can really be a goalkeeper. Chun Wee was commenting about how Darrell can be the second choice keeper for 4J. Haha. Anyway, Get well soon eh Josh? God bless you brother.
So that basically sums up my day. I really enjoyed every minute of it. God bless you all. Oh yes, I promise I will not play sports when I'm sick again k? Sorry for doing that today.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Oh drats, I've just wasted 1 and a half days away to useless lazings. Help!! No!! Jacque shall not be defeated! Jacque shall not succumb to the temptations. I shall go bathe and then do my work diligently! I shall prove to some people that I'm not one who would give up without putting up a fight. Yes, I shall do that.
Ok, I shall do my english comprehension and compositions before attempting to do my Mathematics homework. Notice how I'm trying to type in standard English? Haha. I shall be a good boy from now on and complete as much homework as I'm able to. Oooo. It feels good to be a good boy. Haha.
I sinned today. The very sin that I've been trying to not commit all these years. Ah, my faith is being weakened by the ever so detestable Devil. But I know, with constant prayers and readings of the Bible, I will be able to not fall into temptation.
Just finished reading Tianyong's entry. It made me feel so ashamed of myself and so unworthy of God's love. God's love IS real and IS undying. Quote from Ps Andrew, " You will start to drift farther if you are absent from church for a long time." I did not believe his words initially but after reading Tianyong's entry, I'm really convinced about driftings.
Its getting a little late. Jacque shall sign off and go bathe before doing his work. How do you know whether u are afraid of rejection?


When u are terrified whenever you receive a msg from the person u start to have a liking for

Anyway guys, enjoy the song...

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Saturday, October 01, 2005

trying my very best to understand the problems of lil girl's com now..lol...remote support is the worst thing that can ever happen..haha...decided to switch it off and look for professional help...lol...cuteness...
To Jiahui: My tagboard swee boh?LOL...
To Woony: Lol..CORRECT ah woony..haha..
anyway...my raw L1R5 is 18..lol..if they count CL2 of course..lol...CAN GO ACJC AH..CORRECT..lol...