Monday, September 19, 2005

What a way to kick start my week. I had to actually endure the torment of sitting in my sit and stare at the sickening Add Math paper. Argh. Felt like ripping the paper in half. Thoughts ran through my mind as I handed in the paper. "Where would I be in a few weeks time?" I thought, as I started to feel strain in my eyes. I felt like crying, well, not really cry, but a little sad that I may be heading for nowhere when the results are out. Tried my luck by asking Miss Ong about our chemistry paper. She said, "Kill me," Aint that encouraging? How nice. So in other words, I'm screwed. Yay. I'm screwed. Hola.
I'm just so dead sick of trying to convince myself that I would be able to do well. Argh. Maybe its because I havent put in enough effort. Wait. That IS the reason. Oh wells.
Had lunch at Griller with Chia Hoe Shutian and Juliza today. Money well spent I suppose. $8. Worth every cent. =) Went around shopping. Walked to this fashion shop. Tried to convince Chia Hoe to punch a ear hole with me. Haha. Didn't do so in the end. But saw some rather nice and matching bracelets and ear studs. Shall have an ear hole after O levels. Then I shall go dye my fringe Navy blue and my have my hair at the back layered and dyed pink. =)
Well, enough of talking. I shall resume my Maplestory. Haha. Pardon my madness as I have to enjoy the remaining last few hours of my life before I slump into depression again. Cya.