Thursday, August 04, 2005

im so darn tired...tired of putting fake smiles and such...argh...to hell with all the fake smiles...was analysing some cars with 4k-ers today after hist remedial...argh....hate that feeling of having to act as if nothing is happening when its all happening RIGHT THERE...to hell with that feeling...all e glares and such and the expressionless face...argh......to hell with it....i need to get myself sorted out...curses...argh..im so uber convinced that i aint the one...whoots...curses and to hell with all the sad nightz....at least i now know that i wont be able to play the waiting game...simply reason being me out of tokens...
i guess wad sylvia said makes sense afterall....."think of it...why is she doing this..." i guess it makes some Greek sense afterall...=) some very chimified sense that i would have probably took years to comprehend...maybe even challenge the ages of dinosaurs....bleargh....i don even know wad im talking about....i guess im juz happy saying my night prayers and praying for all these to be over...
i guess wad i told seah seah is true...."sometimes, relationships can destroy friendship ties with someone...even though we may know the person for quite some time.."i guess it really is true afterall.....so like wad seah said...i guess i'll juz carry on with my night prayers...=)
at least i noe i won't further destroy an already gone-case relationship...=)
night prayers work and make miracles...serious!all of u should try it...juz tell your problems to God and you'll feel much better..=)