Tuesday, June 28, 2005

argh.....very tired....exhausted....bleargh....juz finished playing on my organ...took e hell outta me...save me someone!im so darn tired now.....argh...can juz go slp...still muz do e darn chem...argh...still got A math and E math.....and not forgetting English compo.....sai la.....kaoz..so many.....argh......think i go borrow compre le la....too tired le.....co was like o.O today.....lol....enuf said...period......


din u it was u...i saw someone fall and den heard e person cry..and i went..."cool....someone fell..pain sia..." i guess e pain was felt differently....reminds me of my lit unseen poetry test for mid yrs...hmm.....u had physical pain..i had emotional pain...wow..sounds so caring and aww...people's minds must be going..."say until like dat...siao....so fake.."wadever....maybe it is a little melodrama....hmm.....but seriously....i kindda feel e pain too...hmm...i wonder...

food for thought ppl: by trying to escape from e everloving God, u are trying to push urself to more pain and hell...juz like how u love a person...but she juz doesnt seem to want to bother about u and love u back juz as much...i kills u...and God feels e same way when u decide to turn ur back against His mighty love...so never escape from His love...

unless of cuz u say chey...mai siao la...so drama meh??and brush it off with LOL....if not..do sit down and think about it...

i guess pearl's right....God's feeling more pain den i did and still feeling....His pain comes from me not loving Him juz as much....and my pain...from....u know......no elaboration needed...so yeah...guess i kindda noe o.0000000000ooooooooooooooooooo1% of wad God's feeling...=)

I lurve You Father, juz e same as I have always did....
same goes for u....