Friday, April 15, 2005

i cant really describe my feelings right now...first i was feeling all happy cuz co's finally improving...den i got so happy again cuz went home with juniors and nana...den it all crashed and burnt to something not for e faint hearted....it had to happen..i donno y...its had to be him...i donno y...it had to happen now...i donno y...not something that could be predicted...but something which was bound to happen..i din really take to heart wad vonn said last time..but it turned out to be exactly wad was prophesised..it had to be...all i can say is...i cant control and decide who can go after you...nor can i choose who to be frenz with ya...even more not possible that i can control who you will finally choose...i cant possibly decide who ya decide to be with...but one thing's possible..i can choose wad i decide to do...that is to wait...i think layc says it bez...爱一个不一定要和她在一起....i'll juz wait...juz as how i've done so for e past month...wait...and wait...for an outcome i donno and cant control...but...all i noe is..i'll wait....就算我不能和你在一起，我也不会难过...至少我知道你是幸福的......(unicode)