Wednesday, April 20, 2005

its finally here...syf starts tmr..let's juz do our best...our personal best..=) to hell with e results...so long as we do our best, we won't have anything to complain about...=)
i've thought it through....no point holding on to wad u cannot hold back..i guess it's only time for me to get e hell outta of way to let them have some time...=)
maybe lay was right all these while...it aint worth it...as wad lijia said....she'll juz be another passing figure in my life...i guess that's true...but...she'll always definately be a huge and prominent figure in my ever-so-wonderful life...i really thank her for this past month...at least i had a taste of wad it's like to be in one again...but for now....i'm juz glad i found my true frenz...those who stood by me...i really thank u all....xiaoneo, layc, yanrong, ignatius, haiyuan, cass see, meimei, lijia and of cuz...pok...i thank u all...so i hereby say...i wash my hands of this tried-and-failed attempt of a relationship with her...i have no regrets as i learnt lots of things....my only regrets would be..im sorry i'm not able to honour my words to stay on and hold on...im sry.....im sorry i tried to do e unthinkable...im sry...and lastly, im sorry we can't even be frenz anymore....
quote from lijia's blog..."stop waiting la...u think his phone no batt for 5 days meh?"so for me..ya...maybe i should stop waiting for her msg too...cuz i noe it will nv happen..it will nv come..even if she wans to msg, i guess it wld be to other people...so for now...let's juz say i'll concentrate on studies and sports....